My passion, thrill, excitement and joy of the wonders I believe is to be between man and woman has often led me into an ecliptic state of euphoria that has nullified me in the past………..but still I believe that is what I deserve.
I can lay my plans for the direction my life should take in fulfilling my dreams financially, but I am afraid I have no control over my mental being in matters of the heart because I am a dreamer…………I have struggled with being practical in choosing who is best for me believing that such a prospect identifies with stability. It can only be identified as stability if I believe my role as a woman is to be the follower of my man…..or the belief that I need to settle, neither are options I can live with long term.
I see you in more ways than I had imagined possible…………ways that you might not be able to comprehend unless you have explored the premise of connection to the level where you feel you have to see the beginning through even though many challenges are going to be faced and the possibility of overcoming may prove forceful…………
You are to me right now…….a sweet sensation……..so sweet I defy myself to slow my thoughts down. What have you done to entice me this way?………..it is not what you have done, rather what you have not done………..The sweetest feeling I get from you now, I so want it to always be………and if I have to lengthen the inevitable for this feeling to continue, I most certainly will.
Very few persons can understand such a feeling like the one I have right now for you………….but very few persons have truly felt for the opposite sex without touch, smell, taste and all that comes along with intimacy.
Lifetime for me with you is knowing that always I can have you to talk to, share thoughts, opinions, meaningful friendship and laughter whether we are in the same country or not.