The Good Life………..

Oh  how I desire the good life……let me enjoy it to the fullest I deserve it!!!

The ‘good life’ is not one thing…..it is a composition of your entire being. The choices you make, the life you lead, your character……In essence the ‘good life’ is your lifestyle that you own, that you design which defines you. 

Are you morally clean, are you respectful of your body, are you a person of integrity, or are you ‘loose’ a ‘crawler’, ‘trollop’? Can you be held in ‘high esteem’ physically, morally and spiritually? How do your children view you if you are a Parent? Are you healthy emotionally, spiritually and mentally? When was the last time you took a long look in the mirror……..the mirror to your true reflection?

Only can you attract and live the ‘good life’ once your lifestyle embodies those values that brings light versus ‘closetness and darkness.  Anything less is a substitute, a mere pleasure ride that lasts a few hours per day.  It eventually ends leaving you in your continued state of confliction, confusion, devoid of peace which is ultimately the key to entering into the ‘good life’.

Wow……….the good life surely feels good!!!!

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WHO IS SHE

Sophistication, elegance, confidence, funny, strong, raw, rude, compassionate, loud……………………….

 

Can her soul be touched, what moves her beyond the package of external visibility……………to the part of utter warmth, that the sheer love within emanates……………..

 

Is it possible for her to allow within to radiate……………is it possible for damage goods to be unwrapped and become beautiful!!

 

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ONE OF THOSE DAYS

 Do this…………. do that, do this……………………..

  

No matter what I do, it seems it’s not good enough…………Giving it my all…………….hoping, praying it will be enough, but it is not.

  

The feeling will not go away……feeling of loss, despair, doom, gloom……………………..empty, hollow, deprived…………

 

RECLAIM!!!………..What??………..Yes………..RECLAIM the right to be You today…………..In this moment……………enjoy You……………..Tomorrow will take care of tomorrow.

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WHOSE RAPTURE……MINE OR YOURS

The element of this euphoric idealism is as intoxicating as any full proof spirit………….that has the substance to keep you in a trance like daze that inhibits the words from coming out fluently………..that light headedness that you wish you had not, but still engage in that element which takes you right back there……..

 

Being engulfed in this state of ‘rapture’ is not to be confused with ‘lust’ as ‘lust’ moves on to the next conquest, whilst ‘rapture’ keeps you in a state of wanting, needing, reminiscing, feeling, aching for that soul which resides deep within.

 

Rapture is rare for most, but recognizable to those who can give………….It is all mine, and if it’s yours, time will tell…………..

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TRANSITIONING….

Living for today, in hope of tomorrow, dreaming far beyond……..moving through time as the caterpillar metamorphosis surrounds us……………..do you not feel, your own transition?

 

Where are you now, how do you feel, are you present in this place, at this time or are you lost in a maze of turbulence, that arises out of your own confusion in not accepting transition……………..Acceptance of transition is a must for your own evolution, your own spirituality, coping with the elements that present itself unexpectedly!!!!!!…….! But we must see, that every force, every obstacle, every occurrence that appears to hinder………….is in effect what we desperately need to complete our transition………………………..

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BLISS…TOO OLD OR TOO YOUNG…BLISS

 The house, the backyard, the one plus two kids, the father, mother, and we are content…………………..is that it? Is that for everyone?………………….What if it’s not enough? What if it’s not for everyone?…….

 

Who dictates that ‘model’ as being the ultimate in life? Who can tell me, that if I don’t fully attain that model, I am a ‘cast out’……..? Who can tell me how, when, what to feel, what to build and with whom?!!!!!!!!

 

What if, I’m as unique as God intended me to be, with my own ‘model’……what if my ultimate is to truly give and receive love as God intended it to be for me. What if in my pursuit of ‘self’ I’m where I am with only enough for that one ‘Man’……………..Will I and can I be enough for that one ‘Man’?

 

That would be my bliss…………..I live for bliss……………and to experience bliss each day is my ultimate, no matter the ‘Age’!!!

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WHERE ARE YOU GOING……………DO YOU KNOW…………….

It is clear in my mind amongst the confusion I face that the path has been laid……….

 

I can see the end, but the journey is the scariest of all……………Only because the forces that prevail only purpose is to destroy you…………But hold on, as you are not alone, so follow the course, travel the journey…………..through the narrow path as it closes in, as you are not alone!!

 

Make sure you know where you are going…….!!

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IN REVERSE NOT THROUGH DESIGN…………….

 In the midst of the dream, the plan, the year, the excitement of the dream, the plan, the year……………errrrrrrks……..crash…………total write off……………………………..

 

What the hell is this……wait, wait, wait, …………..did that just happen, is this for real…………Coma……….I’m in a coma, but it’s over a year……….am I still in a coma? or have I been conscious for all that time…………………surely I had it planned out right…………………………Who could reverse the dream? the plan, the year…………..…Oh please tell me who!!!!!!

 

I now know ‘who’………………..and I am awake, more awake than I have been in years…………………I really want a simple life, no drama, but drama appears to be in my blood.   I must slow down for the pace of my awakeness, in knowing who reversed the dream, the plan, the year frightens me somewhat………….

 

One thing I do know…… ‘WHO’……….. knows that the ‘MAN’ the ‘ONE’ must be able to see me beyond……………………as therein lies the Godly Woman, who will not be able to disappoint, but can only enhance, compliment, love in the truest sense of the word that ‘MAN’.  

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F R I E N D S – (I wrote this in 1996)…………..It Still Holds True Today!!!!

Am I your friend, are you a friend ……….who can I call a friend?…………

 

A friend is someone you can count on, one who backs you totally, judge you not, rebuke you, feel and yes feel your pain and joy!

 

It is not easy as one thinks. Society calls everyone a friend, why!….because I have known him for sometime!

 

No…..No……No……Do you care for me without jealousy, angry, angry at not having my opportunity, want something from me that I cannot possibly give or will not give, do you want me to fall, fall, fall……..so you can pick me up …..Do you embrace my achievements without feeling pain, pain at not quantifying ……do you feel, feel any envy of me at all?…

 

It surely is hard, damn hard, but you see, only someone that is cleansed of these ills that befall even the good natured can be a friend!

 

If you have one or a few, then you are truly blessed! I am indeed blessed are you?……..

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WHAT IS LIFE……………

 Life is living, dreaming, suffering, hoping that one day

we will be striving………..

 

Striving for reality, for being healthy, in search of

tomorrow’s gain, our failure in not succeeding life.

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